Analysis!

Many nights have been sleepless worrying about the prediction I made for myself and euphoric joy of imagination about self at the same time projecting some planetary position with intuitive reading.At that time I would go on hastily checking out Birth Chart (kundali ) of people of historically known figures such as Albert Einstein, Abdul kalam, Sai baba , Rajiv Gandhi and Diaana and so many other public and known figures, skimming and scanning through as I was focused to settle the burning fire of hastiness , unsaturated moment of myself.

Even if I imagine today that moment it is like agony, a lost child in jungle crying for someone would direct the bearing but life is harsh, brutal if you look from one perspective it remains dead silent, it doesn’t even whisper about life.

Now I can self-mirror and expound the profoundness of the worlds and its kaleidoscopic equations.

Before I wanted to write something, I have already began writing something. So many things have been written and so many are yet to be written but what is being written is not and has not been written if it is something which has not been composed , written what is its source of origin? it is basis and fundamental ground to know something, everything fundamentally has source.

What is the source of this writing has been the very quest of me and I am trying to guide through my retrospective journey to deeply gaze over and understand and express the stillness of silence I had felt in different moment of life through the word of soulfulness. a second pause, I don’t know but I know not knowing is the basis of fundamental ground to know something, if I know it is fundamentally that my ignorance is the key to understand the source of this scribble, ye it is how then?

Here starts the journey 

The journey of life in search of source through the language. It is a dimension that unfolds rolling the paper with the pen. But what I feel deepest to my heart conscience they are an instrumental to convey the sound of formless divinity it is so beautiful that expression carries.

Quest of fundamental origin 

What is the source of origin has been the most fundamental quest for me. Ever since I realized I am on the Earth the planet of solar system.

Natural phenomenon is phenomenal and significant as they are in their state of equanimity; they are perfectly in harmony and in beautiful symphony. Sometimes wondering looking at the vastness of planet and cosmos could make us feel how on the earth the very tiny species are we.

Still our intellect has denied it And we start to illuminate our self with more knowledge and understanding of extra terrestrial world, the source of origin being retrospect by a sourced element which seems to be contradictory to the fundamental natural law but again the ultimate of it is to yoke our manifestation of human body with our source of origin. In the process of seeking who we are we find so peaceful in expression.

Before I start writing further, I want to talk about the limitation of language, the boundary of it having said that the very power to touch to the core of us, to spark is certainly this tool of language. The very limiting boundary of language is that we became clear of how to transcend ourself from the world of language domain to cosmic world of silence.

To talk about of silence, to feel the stillness of silence we are harmonics of sounds, rhythm, bits and props of words and tunes. This is the reason we always have perpetual debate on the yin and yang of life, about the world of expression and stillness of silence. So in the deep stillness of silence there is very naturally continuing soundful of language, to put in another way sound was there and stillness was very premises required to hear the sound it is how we have been fundamentally projecting human life significant dimension.

Every object is an expression reverberation of sound the certain composition and arrangement of sound is what we call language .we ascribe it with a meaning .with attributes with the functions of various variables of life. It is so remarkable that it has made us to communicate make us feel some transfer and exchange of our deep-felt feelings. At the same time when the exchange is in collusion there has been devastating and mourning feeling of gust it has also expressed.

We are in a system of cosmos where certain parameters are constant and it has constantly created a great flux of thought, perspective, and interpretation but again we have to lubricate it to reduce our friction of life as we are headed to long journey of life.

The road might be off road but again we have to keep on driving force seeking of life seeking of our origin which I reckon stillness of silence resonating in the word of language can fundamentally wire and communicate. Rummaging and circumventing the path of long-quest journey is where we are headed to with our deep-rooted intuition as lamp to guide us.

We should rummage our life in word to realize the ultimate source of origin. Most of our Adulthood is brought up by certain mechanism that has language as instrumental tool in expression of who we are, what we want what we feel logic has been prominent key to unlock the room of our intellect. As a child we use less of language, we have smell to measure the vibe we have inner-child to move forward.

We have our imagination, euphoric moment to bring great joy in life. We used to utterly experience joyful, pleasant moment in every gap of time we used to be simply who we were, no matter how many people and dignitaries world would have given birth to.

Here starts the journey of world the earth we have no idea what money could do, what it could not if we would feed our self we would stop crying we were not crying because we had no money but because we are hungry once we are filled quenched our thirst would just vanishes away .very naturally things would settle in deep analogy same naturally inner search should be settled.

¡Namasté!